
I have been feeling like this ^ lately,
and it is so not my personality!
I am usually very laid back, fly by the seat of my pants, spontaneous person.
Back to school is always hard. I hate sending them off to school for the day, I miss our fun summer days, and then all that homework to keep track of, yuck!
I have also been working like a crazy woman finishing the adoption paperwork as fast as possible. And it just seems like everything is going on at once. 3 soccer teams, 1 volleyball team, 1 basketball team (my husbands) starting Life Group at our house, youth group for my 2 oldest.
Today I began to realize in all my busyness the first thing I let go of was my quiet time with God.
That is why I feel so out of control, I lost my focus.
I filled my bathtub after I sent the kiddos off to school, put on some worship music and just poured my heart out to God! As soon as I began to focus on His beauty, and strength, and wisdom, and His Word, all of the stress began to melt away!
When I put my life in perspective and meditated on all of the blessings He has bestowed on me I became grateful instead of frantic!
God is so good! I just need to remember to focus on Him and spend time reading His Word everyday. How quickly we forget, and how graciously He reminds us.